Monday, May 30, 2011

sukeeee!!! (^_^)y

got a surprised call from NA!

seronok!!! lame da tak borak n gossip bersama... ahahahhaha!!!


감사합니다!!!

hehe.. lately jadi stalker NA jek..

nak kol tapi tak kol-kol pun.. T_T

haihhhh~~~


thank you thank you thank you!!!!

hehehe~


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Sunday, May 29, 2011

bosan..

nuff said.

Monday, May 23, 2011

question(s) that pop out of your head (or maybe not)

dup dap dup dap dup dap~
eh! kurang tiga minggu lagi kau nak kawen kan?
macam mane persiapan?

ok. soalan di atas sangat digemari orang ramai..
aku xtau nak jawab ape kalau kene tanye soalan tuh!
serious!

aku rase aku dalam golongan pengantin yang 'lek aaaaa'...
huhhu..
nak siap ape nye...
bukan aku jahit baru..
bukan aku jahit labuci..
bukan aku hias pelamin..
bukan aku masak *orang segamat masak.. ;p*

ok, adelah jugak sedikit aku buat kan~
contoh nye... hmmm.....

beli barang hantaran *settle bebeh!*
hantaran hias sendiri *dalam proses*
kemas rumah? *nak tunggu bibik datang~ suro bibik je kemas bole? ;P

oh yes! nak cite! smalam baru habes cat bilik.. :)
bersama2 abang tersayang n mr ARMS.. :)

terima kaseh!!
chantek dah bilik aku~ *opss.. kiterorang.. haha!*
background katel dark purple, other walls light purple..
sorry xde gambar~ tepon cikai~ huuuuu...
nak usha sila datang rumah.. ;p
sangat memuaskan! :) sehari je dah siap seme.. huhu..
cume aku kene tacap siket2 jek...

ekceli aktiviti cat mengecat ni mengingatkan aku kat NA..
rindu die sesangat!
lame gile da xjumpe.. :(
hmmm....

ok. nextttt~~~~






eh shikeen! kau kan baru jek dengan ARMS tuh~ apsal cepat sangat korang nak kawen eh? ade paper kewww~~

hokeyh!
ekceli, ARMS propose kat aku 2x dah.. hehe...
first kat fb.. ;)
01.09.2010

second kat airport..
just before i went back to brunei..
it was 19.09.2010


he didn't propose me to be his girlfriend...
but he propose me to be his wife.. :)
shoooo shweeeetttt! ;)


and on 18.03.2011 his family datang utk merisik.. ;)
n insyaAllah, 11.06.11 ni, kiterorang akan di tunangkan n di ijabkabul kan...
do pray for us.. ;)

kalau ikut, yes..
even aku pun rase macam cepat je! seyes!
sebelum ni kawan jek, tuptup nak kawen dah.. hahaa!


bukan ape.. kite ni, makin lame makin tua..
bukan makin muda ok~
walaupun awet muda, still umur meningkat hokey~~
huhu...

sooooo,
aku rase aku dah tak nak bazirkan masa dah...

yes, i've known him for quite a while *dalam 5 years*
tapi ekceli, i don't really 'know' him at all...
and i think, i wanna learn more about him,
selepas kawen.. ;)

biar kenal hati budi masing2.. time susah n senang..

at least nanti da kawen xde la bosan sampai xtahu ape nak cite..
at least bole cite pasal mase kecik2 dulu cane.. haha...


realiti itu perit..
kadang2 bile kite dah kenal lame,
tau ape yang die suke n xsuke..
kenal family masing2..
tak semestinye we are going to end up together
*lesson learnt the hard way*

so,
ade baeknya kite cipta ikatan dulu..
dari sana kite mula hidup baru...
bercinta sebelum n selepas kawen...


ok aku dah officially blur...
sambung nanti je la yek~~
:)






p/s: NA! I MISS YOU!~~ SARANGHAE!


Saturday, May 14, 2011

bukan niat nak melukakan hati sesiapa...

"congrats...ermm actually i'm kinda hoping for miracle
but well i guess it just me hoping for something that not going to happend..
arhh sedey..bukan jodoh shikeen dgn yid...
tp aper pun dear i pray for the best of u and ur future hubby....take care...."



buat ape tunggu orang yang dah xsudi.. :)
betol x?

please let me be happy with what i am now..
n with the person i am with..

if you love me enough, do pray for my future, don't hold on to the past to tight..
cause holding on to the past and wishing it to happen once more will only hurt yourself..
take the past as a lesson learned in commitment, relationship, etc.
i do not want to make the same mistake yet again...


hope is nothing for those who don't believe..

and i stop believing in my hope with the past for quite a while now..


let bygones be bygones.. what's important to me now..

is my future.. :)

yes..
it is you.